[CAWD-706 English Subbed] – Even if I get a kind and stable boyfriend… In the end, I want to be toyed with by a trashy man who treats me roughly, like an object or a sex toy – Mayuki Ito

CAWD-706 English Sub – Not everyone prefers kindness. I don’t mind being treated harshly. My friends are all getting married, and I feel pressure to follow suit. Maybe it’s my turn too. Until now, I’ve only been with guys who hurt me. I felt so empty. Then I met a nice guy who was caring and responsible. He seemed perfect, but when we dated, I felt bored and uncomfortable. I tried to ignore it, but it didn’t work. My cheating ex reached out, and even though I could have said no, I went to see him. Maybe I just wanted to feel loved. His older brother, a known playboy, made a move on me while his brother was asleep next to me. I got caught in a situation I shouldn’t have and ended up having an affair with my ex’s brother. After that, I started seeing a flirty coworker, and we had a secret threesome at work. I enjoy being treated like an object or a toy.