[SDDE-757 English Subbed] – In my house, when we get scolded, we get our dicks jerked off. Is it the same in other houses too?

SDDE-757 English Sub. After my father disappeared, my mother started a new pattern where whenever I made mistakes, she would touch me intimately. Because she had done this for a long time already, it never seemed strange to me. Back then, my mother was gentle and allowed me to suck her breasts, which caused strange but strong sensations. I wonder if this kind of behavior means she was a harmful influence in my life?